Memo – Section – Sketch

 draw the blinds and lock the door

close your eyes and stop your ears

find the question

set a seal

bring in slowly the distant ultimate

question-becoming-question becomes the answer

 

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found a coin in shop—

gave it to L----- that nite

...woke up briefly

in terror frozen—by the question

 

          [I've had enough of you

           Who are you talking to

           I saw her there a second ago

           There she is again

It is the same every time.

           ... what have I done?!

           ADNI IS G--]

 

seek out the object and die—but seek the ONE, and live

just a look or a touchÎŚVARA

reach down to retrieve it, don't look back

 

           [girl in green blouse

            desire starts up

            stop before consummation]

 

plan of salvation

the I infused w/SOMETHING...

VERITAS—CARITAS—FORTITVDO

 

          [she said, qui est-il?

           qui est-ce qu'il est?

           ne sais-tu pas?

           tu n'en connais pas?]

 

attn spilling out thru their mouths and eyes!

 

          [sun orb rising heat swirling upwards ecstasy

           chanting: "prepare

           for the reception of light"

           then goes down like nightfall soothing]

 

is it still not too late?

or is it too late but who

is the one asking that for whom?

 

             ["I've got to get out!"

              the pain of deliberation is too much]

 

the one place that is hardest to look

the one wound which illusion is striving to hide

ŚIVA!

 

               [b/n 1 & 0 is the desire

                the qualities, the shape, the sense]

 

There is the absolute necessity and on the other hand the problem.

The first includes the second but not the second the first.

 

              [the necessity of the absolute IS the inevitability of the relative]

 

w/o THAT one is lost

 

             ["what a waste," she said

              and gave me back my coin.

              Get your money's worth!]

 

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stand—attention—下课